TIFU by buying weed

So yeah, I had this weed to help relieve the pain and I was on pain, I wanted to feel a little relief from the pain, but the weed I purchased didn't help, I felt like it didn't help my pain, I feel like I didn't feel anything, and now I can't stop being on pain. So now I can't stop being on pain, and I'm getting some really good relief, I can feel myself getting to a place where I feel relaxed and relaxed, where the pain stops, but I can't feel the pain anymore. It's just too hard to be relaxed now, the pain is too much. I need help, my life is really fucked and I need it from people who know how to help, and I don't want to do any more pain now. Help me, my life is fucked and I need it from people who know how to help, I don't want to be on pain, but my life is fucked. Help me please, my life is fucked.