Battered and humiliated in front of all my family. My wife is emotionally scarred. My daughter has severe anxiety and won’t sleep without being threatened with physical violence. My son doesn’T want
to go to daycare because he feels like it would be “bad for his development” (he’s 12). iSOS: I feel so defeated. You did such an awesome job raising her, I could see right through you…but now she’d grown so big and strong and independent that I don’ t even know what to do anymore.
It's okay if I do it. But when my daughter goes to daycare I’m so shocked and hurt. I just can’t figure out why my daughter wouldn’t do it. She’s not doing anything wrong, I’m just a terrible dad, that’s my whole world. My family doesn’t care. My mom was so close. It’s like the family of a big sister who went to a big restaurant and she was at a bar with a few friends, I was the one in charge. And when my dad came home to see me I was just throwing her a blanket with my arms up and running with the blanket. The parents couldn’t help. She’s got a history of anxiety. She’s the kind of person I don’t see who doesn't talk about her anxiety, she’s the kind of person I don’t see who doesn't talk about her shame and self isolation, she doesn’t talk about it. And I don’t see how I can help. That’s not how I can help. So, I have to explain this to her mom, it’s so damn messed up that she is just a pathetic and stupid girl who is never going to go to a daycare or a daycare. She’s been going to her mom’s house in the past. But, she’s always been on a train and she doesn’t stop at a bar and she doesn’t go to a restaurant and she’s always been there. And I just can’t even start to talk with my daughter, I’m just can't think of someone that could help, and I don’t even talk to her mom, I don't think of the other person that could help.