I wish my S/O was a bit more 'intelligent'

My S/O is a bit of an idiot, but I don't think he is in a bad place right now. I wish he were more intelligent, because I am not smart. I feel like I am not smart. I feel like I am not smart enough. I feel like my brain is not working right. I feel like my brain is not wired right. I don't feel like I am smart enough.