Gentlewest @ Gentlewest @lemmynsfw.com

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Meditation is the right word.

I've always found giving men pleasure really freeing and relaxing.

It was very much a case of here I am, do what you will with me.

Yes absolutely, it's like the final act of submission/domination

The marriage was essentially dead at that point anyway because of his unwillingness to address and deal with his sexual inadequacy.

I love the initial physical sensation when he enters me.

Tbh when I was young and just starting to explore masturbating I put as many things up my bum as I did up my fanny.

Basically told him I was going out to do it

Hard to put a time frame on it.

It was basically at a house party, I'd agreed to do stuff with 3 guys in one of the bedrooms and that felt nice. I was getting attention, there was fun banter, just a bit of fun, it felt light hearted. Then the nature of a house party I guess gossip got out that I was giving blowies so other guys started coming in. That's when it started feeling overwhelming.

The nature of most guys is to be competitive with each other and show off, all trying to be the alpha, lots of testosterone in the room. That's when it changed from me giving blowies to me being used.

They all started getting much rougher with me, holding my head and fucking my mouth instead of letting me pleasure their cock. It was getting scary and I felt kind of trapped.

But after a while when several of them had been rough with me it kind of settled down, it had got to the stage where the first guys were ready for their second go. I was in a lot of pain at this point, it's difficult giving numerous bjs, but they were more relaxed and I just used my hand more on them. Things kind of settled down and I was more comfortable. That was when I just sort of disassociated and went with the flow.

My jaw and neck were incredibly sore but I did my best to put that to the side and got on with what they wanted. It was total sub space and almost felt like an out of body experience.

Cucking

Being totally honest I like it up the bum, I wish more guys would just go,for it and be more demanding of it

Giving oral to multiple men. It began to feel overwhelming but I got into a subspace where I just disconnected and felt a sense of freedom.

Seems strange to say as it was very much just a case of them using me for their pleasure but I felt love from them.

🐱💦

COCKtail

Well when you put it like that it sounds sexy 😂

She looks so safe in his arms

Beautifully romantic

You've got lovely balls

It looks perfect

The neck of a bottle of whisky

Ouch

We can only ever truly view the world from our own perspective. Obviously we can empathise with others but only really understand our own experience.

I think a lot of my thought process about sex being a bigger deal than playing around was it felt so submissive. Like the physical act of a dick entering my pussy is by definition submission, a man has literally entered my body for pleasure, I've given him my body in it's entirety.

Obviously having a dick in my mouth or when guys had fingered me there was penetration but it just didn't feel psychologically the same.

I think that led me to consider respect. I was going with guys and playing around enjoying each other's bodies and sexuality but I always felt like I could have been anyone, they were just happy to be getting their dicks sucked or to feel up my boobs, they could have been anyone's boobs they're weren't special because they were mine and I wanted that first time fully with a guy to be special. I wanted it to be me he was having sex with not just random pussy #382.

I liked playing with boys, I liked them touching my body and I loved pleasuring them with my mouth but I wanted the next level to be something more than playing around.