What if I don't even see a reason to? To be absolutely transparent, not being around feels like the only true remedy. I've tried the gym, I went every single day. I've tried dating apps to meet people and I just give up immediately because I feel worthless. I've tried to be healthier, eat better, take my meds and supplements and all that. I've tried to get back into what I used to enjoy doing but I just sit in front of my computer with no energy or motivation to do anything. I've tried being more active outside. I've tried a lot. Nothing changes. I can never escape the thoughts for longer than 5 minutes at a time about everyone and everything I've lost and the people who have hurt me for their own selfish pleasures and the failure in life I feel like.
I think it would be great to have an app that warns women about dangerous men. I don't think it's possible for that to exist though, it will ALWAYS be filled up by bitter people making things up so their ex has a harder time dating.
I'm a skinny guy and this has never been the case, even in a California king it's not so big everyone can sprawl out and not touch (dog instead of cat).
What if I don't even see a reason to? To be absolutely transparent, not being around feels like the only true remedy. I've tried the gym, I went every single day. I've tried dating apps to meet people and I just give up immediately because I feel worthless. I've tried to be healthier, eat better, take my meds and supplements and all that. I've tried to get back into what I used to enjoy doing but I just sit in front of my computer with no energy or motivation to do anything. I've tried being more active outside. I've tried a lot. Nothing changes. I can never escape the thoughts for longer than 5 minutes at a time about everyone and everything I've lost and the people who have hurt me for their own selfish pleasures and the failure in life I feel like.
I'm exhausted, friend.