Kind of felt that way for a long time. Still kinda there but I feel like I'm finding satisfaction in other things than a yuge career, like my family and home improvement. The time I spend being useful to someone else than me (and my boss) don't quite feel like a waste of time. To me, it's not about "pacing up", it's more about finding what makes you feel the best version of yourself.
I'm using an extension called "Alternate Player for Twitch.tv", works pretty well to hide ads but sometimes you only get black screens instead of ads (https://addons.mozilla.org/en-CA/firefox/addon/twitch_5/)