Adhd is at its heart thought to be an irregularity in those kinds of good chemicals. You don't get the same kind of satisfaction as a non adhd'er. It's why a lot of us jump between different hobbies because the initial learning is much easier so you can get a concentrated set of quick doses of those good chemicals.
Yeah if i want something forever i buy it physical. I hate it when things only release on dvd though, then you're just making the best way to experience it is through piracy. It's kinda like with heavy drm on single player games. The pirates get to play the best version of the game without the drm and without needing to buy it. It's backwards. If you pay for something you should have the best version.
Final Fantasy VII
Kingdom Hearts II (or BBS depending on the day of the week)
Persona 4 Golden
To be honest these three could be different any day of the week. I play more than just RPGs but because these are heavily story driven they stick in the front of my mind more when it comes to these questions.
Best solution would be to not use antiquated systems for testing for human consumption, a method that isn't even that indicative of how it would react to a human anyway.
I have bazzite on a gaming only HTPC and it's a gazillion times easier to use than having windows boot into big picture mode. It's just so much better, I rarely have to keep a mouse around with me now for when I want/need to change system settings.
I gave up on trying to find excuses back in college, which was before I knew I had adhd. This then caught the attention of the teachers and they got me tested.
(Back then because I was 18 it was more of a "you had adhd" rather than you have it because only kids could have adhd. But I'm actually on the system as having adhd and getting the help and medication I needed to be the best version of me 13 years later)
I'd likely have never found out I had adhd if I kept making excuses. I take that philosophy with everything now. I'd rather explain things in detail whilst being truthful than lie to people for anything.
I'm in the UK and was fine for me. Have you left your porn vpn on?