Gone to the gym everyday since I got a new membership
::: spoiler weight loss/diet/exercise stuff
Back of the napkin math, I'm at least around -1000kcals under resting metabolic rate at the same time I'm burning at least 1000 more than I usually do
Idk if I'm hypomanic or what but I have like no appetite and eating enough/hitting my macros feels like a chore
A lot of my meals have been
+protein powder slurry
I'm making (re)newbie gainz quick and I'm just kinda dreading when I'm gonna burn out on this pace
For now though, I'm fixated on hitting various milestones and have lost two notches on my belt already in a week
Most of my lifts are frustrating and disappointing to me now, but I wasn't going regularly since early 2020 so that's to be expected, and I'm trying to not fixate on Number Of Plates and just find good working weight for 5 sets that's challenging but not "oh shit I'm dying/gonna injure myself"
I still think I'm looking terrible, but at least I'm trending in a positive direction now