3w ago

My first trans joy

Hi! I'm not yet transitioning because transphobia and I'm scared, but I'm doing small steps and growing my hair and I got small bangs, by recommendation from trans women on social media, and this is first time I was able to look at myself and see androgynous /fem person and it makes me happy, unfortunately others don't see me such but I'm at the beginning of my self discovery. Honestly I feel happy, hope you are having great day 🩷🩷 Honestly, what do y'all think about me, am I ugly? Will I look beautiful after transition?

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this is first time I was able to look at myself and see androgynous /fem person and it makes me happy
Hell yeah! You honestly look androgynous to me, and growing out your hair would put you solidly in the femme range to me. You look great now and I honestly imagine you'll be beautiful after your transition.
- Yeah, idk this look I find more fem than I used to be with short hair but obviously I am not talking about "passing", unfortunately, but one day. I can't wait one day to graduate find a job somewhere far away from home and start transitioning. 💙💜🩷

You’re beautiful and will only get more stunning with time!
It’s not easy, but you’re doing it and we’re proud of you <3
- Thanks, it is nice being able to smile when looking at myself for the first time

You first of all look great! Secondly, it's really brave of you to put your face on the internet like that. I'd want to get criticism of my own, but wouldn't feel secure even under a throwaway account that I delete afterwards.
- Thanks, honestly whenever you are ready you don't have to post yourself if you don't want to 🩷💜💙. And honestly I am scared to post myself on more mainstream platforms like reddit, tiktok etc but fedi is great to me because noone I know uses it and I can be myself without fear of outing myself to wrong person.

You're already pretty, but you're going to be stunning after the first few months of hormone therapy.
How long do you want your hair?
- Thank you, honestly idk maybe shoulders length idk yet I'll just experiment
  
  Yeah! Figuring out what works for you is half the fun!
  Waiting a couple of years while your hair grows is the not-fun half. XD

Thanks for sharing <3 Being able to see your own potential is really hard, so it's great that you can!
You have nice soft features that I think will work super well in a feminine face. You are going to love what HRT can do for you.
- Thanks <3 <3

Grats on the happiness with that!
Been growing my hair out from always having a buzz cut most recently and it does feel great to me. I am wanting to express myself in a more feminine way and it really is a great start and wonderful feeling seeing the progress when I look in the mirror!
:)
- Yeah, I always had like short hair, no special haircuts just short, mostly because to please others. Like when someone says I should get haircut because long hair I just did. Idk but I much more enjoy longer hair. 🩷🩷

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