I love having an evening appointment...
I love having an evening appointment...


I love having an evening appointment...
Relevant:
I haven’t gotten shit done today because we are doing cluster maintenance tonight. I couldn’t even sleep in this morning in prep for it because my brain was like “nah we got that thing tonight we better be up for”
Seriously, where does this come from ? anything I know is coming up, I am frozen. But improvised events ? no issue at all, I can be ready within fifteen seconds. As long as it doesn't involve too many people, of course.
It’s anxiety, which really seems to be the root of most of ADHD
Maybe because when it is far in the future you have all the time to think about all the things that can go wrong?
Oh I have an appointment tomorrow? Guess I won't be sleeping until that's over with...
I thought that was just me, I had no idea it was common.
You may find most things are like that, so many people, so many of the same experiences
i have a tentative "might happen one evening this week" plan and it's causing a similar reaction every single day somehow
Hell I even feel this way about going to therapy sometimes. I look forward to arriving home the whole time I’m driving there but it does feel good to check it off the to do list.
Simply sit down and talk to one person for an entire hour with no interruptions or change of pace whatsoever. Easy! /s
I used to have this really, really bad, but I got over it somehow and it does not phase me anymore.
A couple weeks ago I got a bunch done all in one day. Car service, dentist appointment, license renewal, eye test and vehicle inspection. And in my spare time bought new cookware, some books from thrift store, and has a sit-down lunch.
I'm not really sure how I got over it. Maybe just exposure.
I can do a bunch of appointments in succession. I can't have enjoyable free time, an appointment of some kind, and then free time again until another scheduled thing. All that free time I will spend waiting, on edge. Can't relax when there is still a thing to be done.
This has been causing me trouble at work for the last few weeks, yeesh. Picked up my first bottle of Vyvanse though! Start tomorrow, yippee!
only if it’s kinda important and/or you can’t predict exactly what will happen and what will be the outcome