You really do

Like 3?

Fuck you, my life is perfect and yet I can't picture a single happy day in my future. Despite any achievements in professional or personal life, I will always think I suck donkey balls and deserve to just be shot right then and there.

They're just not mine. "Happy Days" ended back in the '80s, anyway.

Where?

As i listen to Blow Up The Outside by Soundgarten.