2d ago

I have Compulsive Sexual Behavior Disorder

I am a 22 year old woman with CSBD aka "Compulsive Sexual Behavior Disorder", ask me anything

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Are you sure an alien wizard hasn't just cast a spell on you?
Have you gotten a second opinion from a doctor or psychiatrist not associated with your current doctor?
- No, I haven't
Where are the Epstein files?
Can you eli5 how this disorder manifests itself in you? Is this something that you've always 'had', but became more apparent post-accident? Or was it then that you became aware of it?
- It developed over time. From when I started sexual feelings from age 9-10 until I was 15. I have an addictive personality and I have a very short time preference. I'm drawn to easy short term pleasure like alcohol, drugs and sex.
What's your opinion on pineapple pizza?
- Doesn't go together
What lead to you being diagnosed with CSBD?
- I started seeing a therapist after I got into an unfortunate accident. Maybe it's the fact I'm always somewhat horny and it's hard for me to focus on anything else other than sex/people I find attractive.
  
  Sounds like the struggle of teenage boys :)
  
  I mean, that's how I feel most of the time, too. So I just put my efforts into becoming more attractive so those people will want to fuck me / keep wanting to fuck me.
What’s your favorite color?
- Cream white
What's your favorite potato based food?
- Chips
What's you favorite dinosaur?
- The one with 500 teeth.
  
  Ah yeah, the chompy boy from Niger!
What behaviors or experiences caused you to explore the idea of it being disordered rather than just atypical? How was it disrupting your life?
- As I've already said I didn't know it was a disorder until I got help for unrelated reasons. Now that I look back it was unhealthy. It was all I could think of. I remember how I would get horny randomly and I would jerk off at least four-six six times a day..
  
  I think most boys had phases with similar numbers.
How has it affected your perception of yourself?
- I used to think that being this sexually active was normal. I now understand I have something fundamentally wrong with me and I need to find other things to occupy myself with.
  
  This sounds so sad. I hope you manage to keep love for yourself. There's nothing wrong with you. The universe just had to nerf you for being too awesome!

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