Worshiping Her Feet and Kissing Her Ass

My Mistress, well I was to call her Ma'am, but she would have me do this. Not boot licking part but the other bit, kissing her arse whilst kneeling. It was utterly disgusting and humiliating, something I had never considered doing. But she made me do it! After, I would always feel so submissive and get worked up and needy. The thought of it makes me wince. But I willingly did it, and in time, wanted it. Wanted to kiss her there. I still feel conflicted. And yet it also still excites me. I'm so conflicted and confused! 🤷‍♀️