Mental illness is a bitch. Huge amounts of codeine were available over the counter back then and in sure that helped.
Yeah. 40 years later I can still see it. And weirdly enough, smell it. She did other similar things before finishing herself off years later.
Not on internet but real life. My mother took a pair of scissors, cut from her vagina to her navel then started going sideways releasing bowel in the process.
It’s a surgical thing but I believe easy to get done.