I'm sorry, could you explain your post? I'm struggling to understand
I just realised I'm not entirely sure what stores/transmits energy in photos. Obviously the frequency of the photon is important, higher frequency is higher energy. But does light have amplitude?
What would amplitude even mean for a photon? In water it'd be the height that the wave reaches
Is there a limit to the amount of energy that could be contained/transmitted by a photon?
It's hopeless isn't it? We complain about destroying the planet and being a horrible species, but both you and I are part of the problem.
Indulgence is selfish and being selfish is the reason humans have gotten to this point. But everyone's going to be selfish, so why shouldn't I be? There's no hope of the world recovering. Might as well have a metaphorical doomsday party.
I hope I can have a peaceful death. One without horrible pain and fear leading up to it. Killing myself seems like the best way for that. Instead of dying slowly from disease, I can shoot myself and be gone before the pain starts. But again, the fear of death is so horrible... No matter how much I think about the fact that it's just nothingness, it's still terrifying. Before I was born I experienced nothingness, and it was fine. Returning to nothingness would be fine. But I'm so scared despite that
Sorry that you've been through so much
I eat because it's painful not to. My sense of taste is nearly not there lmao
Thank you. I definitely need to try moving slower through life
I'm planning to. I just need to structure my thoughts into a legible form so that I can talk about it. Maybe that's what this post is about
I don't know how to do it. I am so terrified of dying that I haven't been able to sleep well for a very long time. Everything I do seems shallow and hollow - so how does everyone just keep on moving forward, keep setting goals, keep making progress?
Aw cool, so does that mean maps of the world are stereographic projections?
Finding the area under a function in calculus. Super cool to me, for some reason. Imagine trying to make a small grid and counting out the area under a curve - you'd still be pretty inaccurate and it'd take forever.
PetroDragonic Apocalypse incoming
Depression Meets Delirium is a fantastic psych rock band name
I made a friend recently who likes to use the plant emoji. It's really sweet and refreshing, and it feels calming somehow. She's very nice to me 🌱