I have the same mental struggle! It'd be hard to give up my beautiful yard across from a beautiful park, but I also miss being able to get to the grocery store in a timely fashion.
My mom taught me when I was 8 or so. I could only crochet rectangles for the LONGEST time, but I finally figured out how to read patterns! I would like to create my own patterns at some point, but the ADHD is strong lol