arxaseus is not here @ arxaseus @lemmy.blahaj.zone

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Studied Japanese, Irish and Spanish for roughly 30 mins most days this week. Something happened to me yesterday so now I'm completely knackered and just want to give today a rest, but most likely won't. I'll be diving into it once I have my dinner.

Been using various study apps I found on Steam. They help keep me going.

I was very directionless and lost for many years. It's only since my late 20's and now 30's where it feels like I'm actually making any headway through life. I still have a lot of catching up to do, but at least I'm moving now.

Yeah, it can be quite overwhelming at times. Realistically I'd be a lot less burnt out if I decided to stick with just one language. But I honestly can't. I would study about 20 languages in a day if I had the time for it. So I have to settle with just the 3. Takes a lot of time out of my gaming/social life, but I think eventually when I can speak properly in all 3, I'll have more time for language based immersion/socializing/gaming to the point it'll eventually pay off. So I have that future goal I have set for myself. Going to be a great day when I can finally partake in discussions in all 3.

I study a variety of things, and as of late the motivation has come back to me. (I blame having covid for knocking the wind out of me though). Did roughly 30 mins Japanese, 20 mins Spanish and 15 mins Irish today. Really wanting to pump an hour into each eventually, but need to give it time.

On May 22nd I bought an app to help me study. So far it's working. Been more motivated to do more since.
Also a spell of desire stems from my GF and friends being encouraging moreso than usual. Which is nice since I've been burnt out for the past few months.

Hoping to maintain a stable week of committing myself to all the tasks I laid out for myself. It'll be neigh impossible, but I'm looking forward to at least attempting a full week of full commitment. Still haven't peaked since lockdown when I was able to do absolute boatloads of work everyday, but getting there.

Studying, studying and more studying.
Then hanging out with the GF maybe.
Few rounds of Gunfire Reborn with the friendos.
More studying.
Oh and exercising!
Oh yeah, and tinkering with both Godot and Blender now too, so that'll be fun. Trying a 11 hour tutorial series of Godot on Youtube by a creator called ClearCode. It's amazing what YouTube tutorials you can get for free!