I don't know if I am suicidal or not but I do wish I didn't exist, almost daily and that too very elaborate, like eating a bullet and meeting the pavement head first from a height and I am very mentally disturbed, like when I am depressed really I imagine myself rotting in dumpyard:::
And I ask myself why am I living? The only answer I get is, myself. Thinking about politics and the worsening state of affairs just make me want to day dream about ww3 and post apoc situations ... and see worsening mental health
as an Indian, I have heard people around me say, britishers looted all of our riches, the riches being gold from the western, central, southern kingdoms in both late 18th century and throughout 19th century; we had high taxes imposed and east india company had trade monopoly, then in 20th century the taxation was getting out of hand and a lot of indians were becoming slaves at indigo plantations, then slowly came the revolution and in mid 20th century wwII, some indians got control of our iron and coal mines, tata's and birla and I forgot, our mills and by now we had some educated-literate folks which led the revolution...
if you go on Instagram for a while and scroll, you'd eventually find some content with indians in the comment section blowing up about our past glory and ancient hinduism and what not. We lowkey still have tons of uneducated idiots
Banned my 8 year old account for spam. God damn the account was not even active for 4 months why did you ban it reddit? And no replies from mods either. I liked reddit but lemmy is nice too and niche!
its still relevant bruh. Forever gold