stop trying to give me an ultimatum, saying i’ll go to hell or that we can’t be friends if i don’t pray.

if i’m uncertain that god exists because there’s NO PROOF EITHER WAY for me.

i’m not a “perfect” straight christian woman like you are, i’m not going to change myself because my looks “tempt” men. i dress for me, not for men.

i don’t CARE if same-gender relationships are “sins” and you’ll go to hell. there are some pro-lgbt churches. i don’t care if “all women are for is to complement men and they’re inferior and they should only be with other men for that reason”.

this shit makes me so mad. i don’t have to be religious if i don’t want to be. there’s this one straight christian woman i know and she hates other women it’s so annoying, and she claims to support the lgbt but “doesn’t care about gay/trans rights”.

omfg shut up, there’s some actual kind christians despite me not being one myself, but these people obviously aren’t.

if you’re genuinely curious as to whether i pray,

my ex-boyfriend sam (19m) of a few years has been my longest relationship (as i’m still young). he ghosted me and i started to lose feelings for him. however, i still had hope.

he also “forgot” about me when he would give gifts to other people, wouldn’t mention me under “people he appreciates” but would mention everyone else, and wouldn’t even tell people abt me.

due to all this, i started to question actually being a lesbian who was only into guys because of comphet.

however, last night, when he finally saw my messages (he doesn’t use social media a lot), he apologized and said he should’ve done something other than ghost his gf. he agreed that we should break up, and said he was being this way due to mental health problems, and that if we got back together, he’d be a better bf.

he explained he still had feelings for me and would love to still be friends.

that’s when i realized that i had genuine feelings for him that were still there, not just comphet. i always loved him and fe

for anyone who wants to give proper advice or know our ages, yes, we are still quite young. i’m 18f, he’s 19.

i recently broke up with sam, my long-distance bf of a few years because he ghosted me. last night, he finally answered his phone and got to talk to me, that he’d love to still be friends but he was ghosting due to poor mental health.

he explained that he knew it was wrong and he should’ve done something other than ghosting his gf, and despite having mental health problems, he still indeed had feelings for me and would like to give it another try when he can be a better bf and is more mentally stable.

on one hand, i kind of hope he doesn’t lose feelings for me, as i think my feelings for him are still kinda there, but i also would support him with romance and such no matter what, and even if he doesn’t have feelings for anyone.

i also hope he gets better and don’t want to pressure him into a relationship he’s obviously not ready for. i think he should take his time. i also

ni síin, ni khóm nái khúu si LGBT khéen Uá 😊

besides all that, she has an odd sense of humor but is really nice. not only this, but has been my friend since middle school, and i dated her in sixth grade. she has always been christian, but she’s practicing it more and feels like she has to “repent for her sins” and whatever.

she used to be a lesbian and then genderfluid but now she’s cishet and idk if she’ll understand what i’m going through, i also hope she didn’t decide this due to christianity.

and the gender identity and pronouns jokes feel weird to me as an enby and a lesbian 😓

will this end up actually bad for me like those superevangelicals?

it was around 1am and i was trying to sleep, and suddenly i thought “what if i get back with my ex from sixth grade?” (i’m still friends with her)

i started to get a warm and fuzzy feeling, so i was like “ruh oh raggy… i can’t get another crush again…”

she’s straight now, and my tired brain decided it was one of those things where i’d understand if she said no and continue to be her friend but would be like “yeah, why not” if we dated 🤷‍♀️

i thought that even if i was an immature ass at 12, i could be better and we could try again now.

however, when i woke up, my feelings completely vanished and i had no desire to date her at all.

ni ákhe ón okha sénkho san khí: ni nái núe ón sénkho, ni uíne ákhe en ón sénkho sú nún.

ni nái khúu núe en síkheén íu ón Uísi.

óa sénkho nún! (éla sénkho súno :) )

(the original chart where all the words were there seems to be lost, i had to redo some of them and a lot of them are unfinished, i will repost when i update it.)

welcome to my community! this community is for my conlang aidaogo, or love islandese, spoken on the fictional island of love island in asia.

it is minimalistic so far, with few words like toki pona, as i was thinking “what if there was a toki pona but mainly for east asia?” but more can always be added!

the main writing system is chinese characters, though latin and a glyph-based system can be used (the glyphs will be posted soon).

Ni nái óno ón Uísi si Uá. Khía-núe khén nái saua sin íu ón Uísi.

Khía-núe khén uá si ae, san ian saua oé en áne khóna

ni ón óa 😊

á - not, no - á

ae - everything - аэ/ай

oé - animal - оэ́

aí - reptile - аи́

uá - speech, talk - уá

óa - good - оá

íe - bad - и́э

khéen - using - хэ́эн

khái - disgusting - хáи

ian - person - ян

iasía - mirror, reflection - яси́а

iéo - yellow, green - иэ́о

o - to hold, have - о

kháa - fish - хáа

khána - noise - хáна

khóm - come - хóм

khási - plant - хáси

khén - can, possible - хэ́н

akhú - raccoon - аху́

khíi - fruit, vegetable - хи́и

khín - also - хи́н

khísi - piece, cut - хи́си

khíen - rock - хи́эн

khó - goop, paste, powder - хó

khon - air, spirit - хон

khúe - color - ху́э

khúu - group - ху́у

khué - ear, to hear - хуэ́

áan - to steal - áан

ákhe - to sleep or rest - áхэ

áso - blue, green - áсо

auá - head, leader - ауá

ékho - block/square - э́хо

én - clothing, cloth - э́н

ée - cold, ice - э́э

séi - fire, hot - сэ́и

úi - big - у́и

íi - small - и́и

ókhu - mouth, to eat - óху

ina - line - ина

íu - paper - и́у

óie - red - óие

ón - is, at, exist - ó

cross-posted from: https://lemmy.blahaj.zone/post/22468079

!conlang_ua@lemmy.blahaj.zone

Uá Lasín

khóm óa saua khúu Lémi si Uá :)

Уá си́них

хóм óа сауа ху́у Лэ́ми си Уá :)

English

welcome to the Lemmy community about Uá :)

!conlang_ua@lemmy.blahaj.zone

name of language: uá

name meaning: speech, language, talk

writing system: latin, cyrillic (recently added)

there are 9 sounds in total

“a” - like father

“e” like bed

“i” like in “see”

“o” like in “store”

“u” like in “moon”

n “New”

s “Save”

kh, like in “Hat”

“m” - “Money”

Accent means the syllable is drawn out slightly/more emphasis

á - not, no

ae - everything

oé - animal

aí - reptile

uá - speech, talk

óa - good

íe - bad

khéen - using

khái - disgusting

ian - person

iasía - mirror, reflection

iéo - yellow, green

o - to hold, have

kháa - fish

khána - noise

khóm - come

khási - plant

khén - can, possible

akhú - raccoon

khíi - fruit, vegetable

khín - also

khísi - piece, cut

khíen - rock

khó - goop, paste, powder

khon - air, spirit

khúe - color

khúu - group

khué - ear, to hear

áan - to steal

ákhe - to sleep or rest

áso - blue, green

auá - head, leader

ékho - block/square

én - clothing, cloth

ée - cold, ice

séi - fire, hot

úi - big

íi

[DO NOT READ IF YOU’RE SENSITIVE TO DISCRIMINATION, EMOTIONAL ABUSE/BULLYING, OR TO START AN ARGUMENT. I JUST NEEDED TO RANT.]

my friend for 4 years is someone who i had to cut contact with. they’ve completely discarded me, perhaps before i cut contact altogether and won’t even look nor talk to me.

they are definitely something else, and i should probably feel good about that but it kind of hurts. part of the reason why seems to be because i’m an autistic woman, as she makes fun of autistic people and views them as lesser despite using autism as an excuse to be “stimmy”.

she also used to do the “don’t leave me for these other people! they don’t understand you like i do” thing. for years she convinced me that most everyone is ableist and evil and that i would never be good enough.

she convinced me it’s normal to treat people badly when you wanted to “mold” them into the person you wanted them to be, and it wasn’t until sometime last year that i realized this behavior was harmful.

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i love the idea of creating conlangs. i’ve experimented with the idea of them in years past but have never done anything with them, let alone created one.

i did create some toki pona-based ones as they consist of few words (~100) but i want to create ones that aren’t just based off toki pona.