this is still a theory but last night i was discussing the so far month and a half long forced isolation from my fandom friend group with an outside friend and we concluded that all of this is probably happening because of the admin being so utterly horny for penguin gotham DC that she's trying to emulate his behaviour and manipulate that group into believing i'm mentally worse off than i actually am and to continue shutting me out for it.
yeah that makes sense. earlier in the year when we had to heavily budget groceries, we'd end up getting packages of precut beef strips and lower quality ground beef and some of the meals prepared with them by my partner's mother were always really off. and yeah i think it's absolutely because they weren't seared if i understood this correctly.
another food-related one i've noticed: sometimes walking through the bread aisle, some types of tortillas seem to give off a strong stale smell as well. ETA: it's probably cornmeal actually. wet cornmeal has a horrid smell.
don't like that these are all hosted on instagram. do you know how can i look at these photos without letting meta put tracking cookies in my computer?
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this is still a theory but last night i was discussing the so far month and a half long forced isolation from my fandom friend group with an outside friend and we concluded that all of this is probably happening because of the admin being so utterly horny for penguin gotham DC that she's trying to emulate his behaviour and manipulate that group into believing i'm mentally worse off than i actually am and to continue shutting me out for it.
i feel utterly fucking insane.