Abuse as a child is one of the hardest things to go through, and psychological abuse alone is incredibly destructive. You did great getting away from that and working on the problems your mum caused. I'm glad you survived it
I'm still pissed about that. I loved that show, I religiously avoided spoilers and read theories and then they fucked it up. It's unfathomably bad, actors must have blown the whistle on how shit it was but nobody stopped it!
It's ok we got you