This is exactly how I feel as a covid-aware disabled person living in current reality. I have had genuine crises of ideology through it. Myself and people like me have, in effect, been abandoned by all, in whom as a communist I place the utmost confidence for radical positive change, and that is such a fucked up contradiction to navigate. I have watched friends and friends of friends die and continue to die to this shit as the world moves on and tells us we are in the wrong and actively punishes us for caring, and those of us not lucky enough to remain to struggle easily forgotten.

I have no faith in anyone anymore, especially not in the imperial core and especially not after witnessing the fallout of last October. Not after seeing everyone go back to brunch in '21 throwing any semblance of community care and public health away. Not after being in the summer of '20 George Floyd riots in my city and seeing in real-time the BLM movement co-opted and defanged right in my backyard. It feels like more and more of a depraved and hopeless situation in the western world- and most of all in the US- to me.

It's not in my nature to stop resising, as I'm sure can be said for you, too. I said it elsewhere and I'll say it here: as long as I’m alive and able, I’m not going out without giving these people hell to pay and I will never stop doing what I can for the struggle and what little of my comrades in that struggle remain that I can cling to. I owe no less to myself at the very least; you owe it to yourself. We are correct, and that has to amount to something in the end.

"I know that after my death a pile of rubbish will be heaped on my grave, but the wind of History will sooner or later sweep it away without mercy."

The propaganda really does hurt, especially seeing what it does to others. So many people I love I now have to contend with being pretty much fascists who at near every chance given will gleefully talk my ear off about how stupid the Palestinians are for not liking the US or how protestors should be locked up/run over; they even donate to the IDF. Perfectly intelligent and empathetic people suddenly acting like monsters. It's made it so much harder to be around those close to me.

Feeling gaslit by the imperialists and genocidal sociopaths. You’re on the right side, comrade. Thanks for putting your ethics and morals into action.

the very society I need to contribute to, is supporting genocide

Are you finding that to be true even with younger people? I would expect them to be at least less disinformed than older folks. If so, it might make sense to focus your efforts there.

But I hear you. Where I live, it's as if Palestine doesn't even exist. Only one protest was organized after October 7th, and since then it seems everyone is back to normal.

Now there's a string of anti-imperialist West African countries from the coast to Lake Chad. Very good, especially since they all border eachother.

I called America a "white supremacist state" and I was banned recently from a leftist forum.

I'm so happy with Left Laser. A true left wing channel to deradicalize people, and I think it's working

Same with me, tbh.

Good job catto

I get that. I'm sure your cat will have a speedy recovery, though.

Based country

I mean is being anti-germany realy nationalistic?

I hope you have fun watching your sport game

Heard that climate change is making seasonal allergies worse, something to do with how winters are warmer

Mine haven't started up yet thankfully, but I expect them to be early this year.

Samesies

I wish you an equally tolerable 168-hour period

You too!

You tooooooo :D

Hope you have a nice week too

So true bestie

I hope you have a nice week too.

And I hope you have a better week than we do

A few notable points: he lowered politicians' wages, is the most popular politician on social media and manages to constantly agitate the other parties.

I'd love to see more peoples talk about what their organizations are up to on grad, can we normalize that please?

Sounds like a great plan! Is there any process you can legally follow for this? Will the financial receiver not just ignore you and just asset strip the place?

You?cannot forget about Laos

So so. Life is more stable but it seems to have come at the cost of a less active social life. Back when I was in turmoil I somehow was seeing people more often and out and about more. Now I'm busier and have a stable home I find that's beginning to dwindle. Can't have it all it seems.

essays, essays is how I am doing

I'm vibing. I started research for my thesis a bit ago so it feels nice to have a big project to work towards, in something I'm interested in.

Got a major update on a project due at the end of the month, unfinished and untested at the moment, with probably not enough time to get everything done. This happens every month and I hate it. I'm not having mini-breakdowns about it anymore though, so I guess I'm doing better?

Good, how are you comrade @Makan@lemmygrad.ml

Hit them with the 'yeah I guess, same for 9/11 victims because of Middle Eastern wars' to rustle their feathers

Y E S

We do not forget about Laos here at GenZedong

I don't think we should believe the CPC and VB are besties or that the CPC sees VB as an ideological ally. It's just that they are the biggest party who have been in Parliament for decades now, which probably makes it easier to get sensitive info without raising suspicion. A party like PVDA/PTB is probably under far more surveillance plus they are a rookie with their 5 years in Parliament. Also, right wingers and corruption, name a more iconic duo.

Ah so you click the all button at the top of the home page and that will let you see posts from all the federated instances

Firefox translate to the rescue! ... Or not:

Thanks!

Well obviously mixed use just means bikes only /s

I've only read the manga and it was fairly unremarkable; stretching a single volume over 7+ episodes would be very dull so I assume they're expanding on the original

Seen? You mean played, right?

The game isn't out yet.

It's based on a manga by Akira Toriyama, though.

Its not ours, just one of our mods is an admin for it,

Also its an Akkoma instance, no i dont know the difference, it works just finw with mastadon instances

Archive.ph usually works for me when archive.org does not. Also I didn't test it but it looks like its working for me