I wanted to share the story of my life. Mental health and growth. This touches on subjects such as Autism, BPD, Bipolar, DID and Psychopathy.

There is a vastness in this world I’ve longed to explore—where the sky meets the earth, and the peaks kiss the clouds. My path stretches across mountains and valleys, from the lush rainforests of Washington to the glacial wilderness of Alaska, through the majestic Rockies and the sacred lands of Alberta. I will follow this calling, as if guided by the wind, driven by the need to roam, to see, to breathe in the wonder of the world in its most untouched state. Each place I visit will not merely be a destination, but a moment of transformation, where the land becomes a part of my journey.

Wyoming to Montana My journey begins in Wyoming, a land as rugged as my spirit. I will ascend the peaks and roam the open plains, a perfect place to test the endurance of my wings. From there, I will glide north into Montana, its vast wilderness offering sanctuary in its endless skies and untamed forests. The air will be crisp, the mountains standing proud—my first moments of freedom.

Washington and Oregon Heading west, I will find myself immersed in the rainforests of Washington, a place where nature thrives in perfect harmony. The towering evergreens will remind me of my own growth, reaching ever upward. Oregon’s coastal beauty will be next, where I can fly over the Pacific, feel the salt in the air, and lose myself in the rhythm of the waves.

The Call of British Columbia and Alberta Crossing into Canada, British Columbia will welcome me with its mystical rainforests and towering peaks. Here, I’ll land in the silence of the wilderness, where even the air feels ancient. In Alberta, the Rocky Mountains will test my strength, offering me a place to sleep among the clouds, resting on peaks that few have touched.

The Travel Suit For this journey, I will need more than just wings—a suit that is engineered for absolute efficiency. This suit will act like a transparent second skin, nearly invisible, revealing the underclothes beneath. It will hug my form, flexible yet durable, providing me with full mobility while remaining as discreet as the air itself.

Despite its appearance, the suit will be far from fragile. It will be bulletproof, explosion-proof, and capable of withstanding the harshest conditions. Whether I’m flying through freezing winds or blazing sunlight, it will regulate the temperature, keeping me at the perfect balance no matter where I go.

By being almost entirely invisible, the suit blends seamlessly into any environment—ensuring that it is barely distinguishable, except for my clothing beneath. It’s more than a protective layer; it’s the ultimate tool for moving efficiently through both the skies and the landscape below.

The Capsule of Solitude For my moments of rest, I envision a capsule—a sanctuary that travels with me wherever I go. This capsule, like something out of a dream, will be compact, yet when deployed, it will expand into a home on any peak or valley I choose. The walls will be invisible but as strong as a forcefield, keeping me safe from the outside world. The temperature inside will always be perfect, a place of comfort no matter how wild the weather becomes.

Inside, everything I need will be provided—food, water, and a bathroom, all powered by magic and technology that respond to my presence. Light will turn on only when I need it, preserving the purity of the night sky so I can sleep under the stars. This capsule will allow me to live on the highest peaks, above the clouds, where the world is quiet, and the stars feel close enough to touch.

The Endless Journey From Wyoming to Montana, across the Pacific Northwest and into Canada, my travels will take me to some of the most breathtaking places on earth—places where the land is still wild, where mountains stand tall and rivers run free. I will sleep on high peaks, watching the sun set over distant horizons, and wake to the sound of nothing but the wind.

And when I am ready, I will continue my journey—to Alaska, to Europe, to the edges of Asia. The world is vast, and there is so much more to see. I will travel not for the destination but for the beauty of the unknown, for the joy of flight, and for the freedom to explore.

In every moment, I will live fully—gliding through the air, resting on mountains where only the birds dare go, and discovering the secrets of the earth with my wings at my back and the endless sky above me.

Water filtration

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Cost 33$

replacement filters

15-25$

Per year 45-85

2 cases of Kroger water x2 month

3-4$ per case

156$ per year

Filtration system needs replacing every 3-6 months. I based it off; Top Maintenance and Quality Drinking water.

This also reduces trash and plastic waste

Cons

May require buying a set of stainless steel cups for sorting and avoiding taste/texture mixing due to my sensory sensitivities

Now secondly

RGB Bulbs

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28$ 4 pack

I need 4 bulbs

Power Consumption at 10% Brightness:

• Typical power usage at 10% brightness: Approximately 1 watt per bulb (for simplicity).

2\. For one bulb running 24/7 at 1 watt:

• Daily consumption: 1 watt × 24 hours = 24 watt-hours or 0.024 kWh.
• Daily cost: 0.024 kWh × $0.12 = $0.0029 (about 0.3 cents).
• Annual cost: $0.0029 × 365 = $1.06.

3\. For one bulb running 3 hours per day at 1 watt:

• Daily consumption: 1 watt × 3 hours = 3 watt-hours or 0.003 kWh.
• Daily cost: 0.003 kWh × $0.12 = $0.00036 (about 0.04 cents).
• Annual cost: $0.00036 × 365 = $0.13.

4\. For four bulbs at 10% brightness:

• All bulbs running 24/7: $1.06 per bulb × 4 bulbs = $4.24 annually.
• All bulbs running 3 hours per day: $0.13 per bulb × 4 bulbs = $0.52 annually.

If all four bulbs are dimmed to 10% and used as described, the total annual cost would be:

• Four bulbs running 24/7: $4.24
• Four bulbs running 3 hours daily: $0.52
• Total annual cost: $4.76

Edit: I’m getting all of this myself

cmgvd3lw@discuss.tch You asked me to record it! It was for sure my perception.

It's amazing to feel the different air currents moving across my body. I can sense the air breaking on my nose, swirling around my neck, then flowing down my back, tracing along the edges of my spine. I can even feel it gliding over my arms, each movement distinct and alive. Does anyone else have this happen exactly? This is brand new and just started happening.

Currently, I'm living in the upper half of Indiana, and I’ve noticed something strange happening at night. The past two nights, there’s been this almost unnatural brightness around 7 PM and later. The sky is clearly defined, almost grey, while the clouds are still pure white. Even in the darkness, I can see the ground and trees with remarkable clarity, almost like I’ve gained some form of night vision. The light feels different, and it hasn’t negatively affected my sleep, but it’s a bit eerie.

Now, I know this might sound far-fetched to some people, but I’m going through a physical transformation, specifically involving the growth of wings. What I’ve been using to power these growths might not yet be supported by mainstream science or fully understood by magic, but what’s happening feels real and aligns with the closest concepts I can find. This could involve some form of enhanced senses or perception shifts due to the growth process itself.

So, my question is: If someone were experiencing physical changes like this—say, wings or other hybrid traits—how might these manifest physically or even biologically? Could there be an explanation for heightened perception or changes in the way I see light and color during this process? Is it possible this brightening I’m seeing is connected to those changes in my body?

I know it might sound unusual, but I’m genuinely curious about any thoughts or scientific theories on this. Thanks!

So I posted this but I’m guessing people can’t think outside of the box and or connect idea together very well. Though here’s a deeper detail and apparently to the moderator they couldn’t see how my last post was related to business. Then I’m guessing many people are missing what this actually means.

Original post

“In a world where life has shifted from the age of knights and mystical adventures to a different era, the essence of creating meaningful stories and legacies remains unchanged. The key lies in channeling deep and relentless passion into what you do. By dedicating yourself fully and pursuing innovation, you create work that resonates and stands out. It’s about crafting narratives and achievements that leave a lasting impact, inspiring others and contributing to a legacy of excellence and creativity.”

Well; it’s saying become innovative the times of legacies and quest aren’t over just evolved.

Passion and Dedication

Just in the stories I’ve mentioned of knights and dragons. They had relentless passion and dedication. Now let’s all say this together. To start a business or be an entrepreneur requires passion and dedication unwavering am I wrong?

Innovation and Legacy

When talking about creating a legacy a lasting impact just as these knights have. We look at companies pushing the boundaries of what I know and accepted and create someone an innovation wonder. Leaving a mark on history a legacy to be added onto. The most successful businesses are those that evolve with the time similar to how knights or adventurers faced new challenges and adapted.

Crafting Narratives: In business, storytelling is a powerful tool. Whether it’s telling the story of a product, service, or brand, crafting a narrative that resonates with people helps to create a connection. This connection can build loyalty, inspire customers, and help a business grow.

I'm in the process of developing a concept for a "private" school here in the United States. The goal is to make education highly accessible, with tuition being exceptionally affordable—just a few hundred dollars per year. Additionally, there will be significant financial assistance available, with the possibility of free tuition for those who qualify.

Earnings for Students:

• Grades K-7/8: Students will earn $10 per hour for attending school.
• Grades 8-12 and Beyond: Older students will earn $17 per hour.

Our schedule is designed to balance rigorous education with personal time, offering 3 school days per week, each lasting 9 hours.

Financial Structure:

• Younger Students' Earnings:
• • While younger students (K-7/8) will earn money, they won’t be able to access these funds until they demonstrate a certain level of maturity or reach age 16. This is around the time they might start needing to make significant purchases, like a car. Annual Earnings:
• • $13,000 per year, with opportunities to increase this amount if students choose to attend additional days or participate in special programs. Total Accumulated by Milestones:
  • $103,000 to $116,000 by the time they complete 7th/8th grade.
  • $191,128 to $204,128 by the time they finish 12th grade.
  • $176,256 to $220,320 if they continue their education to a doctoral level.

Spending and Financial Independence:

• Students will have autonomy over how they spend their money, reinforcing financial independence and responsibility.
• For large purchases (especially for those under 18), we encourage a discussion with a school advisor to ensure they are making informed decisions.
• When buying anything for parents or family, we require a consultation with a school advisor to protect the student's financial interests.

There are no restrictions on how students can use their funds:

• They can spend on personal items (e.g., cars, technology, hobbies), educational expenses (e.g., college tuition, courses, travel for study), or even entrepreneurial ventures.

Academic Structure:

• Starting from grade 3, students will be introduced to combat training, including survival skills and etiquette, which are essential for self-defense and personal development.
• After grade 8 or 9, students can diverge into specialized pathways, similar to college tracks, and graduate with a degree.

Classroom Environment:

• Class Sizes: 17 students per room, with 30 rooms and 10 districts in total.
• Teaching Model: Each room will have 17 specialized teachers and one head teacher to ensure personalized and focused instruction.
• Health and Data Collection: We will collect comprehensive health and educational data on each student. Parents will have full access to this data, with transparency on who is viewing the information. However, sensitive information, such as sexual activity (unless a risk is identified), sexual orientation, gender, and religion/culture, will remain private.

Student Wellness and Education:

• Sex Education: Basic sex education will begin in 5th grade, with more detailed instruction in 8th-9th grade. Additional learning opportunities will be available for students interested in areas like medical fields.
• Health Exams: Due to the physical nature of some of our programs, such as combat and martial arts, we will require two separate body exams each year. Parents will have the option to opt in, but ultimately, we encourage students to make their own decisions regarding their participation. If there's a disagreement between the student and the parent, a council will review both perspectives and determine the best course of action.

Technology Integration:

• VR Helmets and Avatars: For interactive remote learning or sick days (which are optional, not required), students can use VR helmets and avatars to stay engaged.
• Augmented Reality (AR): AR will be integrated into daily learning, with noise-cancellation headphones and customizable lighting available to enhance the educational environment.

Feedback from Parents:

I value the input of parents and guardians, as your perspectives are crucial in refining this concept. I'm open to suggestions, concerns, or ideas on how to make this school a place where every child can thrive academically, socially, and personally.

Plausible Explanation for Magical Energy as Matter

1. Fundamental Theory

In this universe, magical energy is a form of matter that exists in a different state, much like how water can exist as ice, liquid, or vapor. This magical matter, while not visible to the naked eye, can be converted into physical matter under certain conditions. This follows a modified version of the law of conservation of mass, where the total mass of both physical and magical matter remains constant.

2. Energy-Matter Conversion

Magical energy can be transformed into physical matter and vice versa through a process known as magical transmutation. This process requires a catalyst or a magical conduit, such as a wand, spell, or specific ritual. The efficiency of this conversion depends on the skill of the magic user and the complexity of the desired transformation.

3. Energy Density and Storage

Magical matter is highly energy-dense. A small amount of magical energy can be converted into a significant amount of physical matter. Conversely, large amounts of physical matter can be converted back into a compact form of magical energy for storage or transport.

4. Practical Applications

Materialization: Wizards and sorcerers can create objects by converting magical energy into physical matter. This includes anything from simple tools to complex machinery or even living organisms. Healing and Regeneration: Magical energy can be directed to convert into biological cells, repairing damage or regenerating lost limbs. Teleportation: Matter can be converted into energy, transported across space, and then reassembled at the destination, allowing for instantaneous travel. Energy Sources: Magical matter can be converted into various forms of energy, such as electricity or heat, providing a limitless and clean energy source.

5. Scientific Integration

In this world, magical researchers and scientists work together to understand the principles governing magical energy. They develop magical physics, a new branch of science that studies the behavior of magical matter and its interactions with physical matter. This field explores the conservation laws, energy states, and the quantum mechanics of magical particles.

6. Limitations and Risks

Complexity: The conversion process is complex and requires precise control. Mistakes can lead to unpredictable results or dangerous side effects. Energy Loss: Some energy is always lost in the conversion process, usually as heat or light, in accordance with the second law of thermodynamics. Ethical Concerns: The ability to create or transform matter raises ethical questions about the use and control of such power, especially in terms of creating living beings or manipulating natural resources.

Could you please focus on engaging in academic conversations and constructive criticism? If you feel the need to downvote, I kindly ask that you provide an explanation for your opinion. Let's foster a thoughtful and respectful dialogue.

For anyone taking cannabis, it's important to note that THC is stored in fat cells. For medical users, this can be a challenging situation. However, it's worth mentioning that FedEx tests can differentiate between Delta-9 THC and other cannabinoids. From what I’ve heard, they typically don’t take issue unless you are visibly impaired.

If you're going to downvote, please consider providing an explanation for your perspective. Simply downvoting without any constructive feedback or relevant commentary doesn’t contribute to meaningful discussion. I’m seeking sophisticated conversations and genuinely hope that within this space, there are individuals who are willing to engage thoughtfully.

In polyamorous communities, it's common to engage in relationships that involve multiple partners. While dating within such networks is well-established, I propose an innovative concept that adds a new dimension to these relationships. Initially termed "Tames" for convenience, this concept is now rebranded as "Partnerships" to better reflect its nature.

Partnerships Explained

Partnerships are individuals who enter into a formal arrangement with members of a polyamorous group, offering either romantic or sexual companionship. They commit to serving and supporting all members of the polycule for the duration of their lives. This arrangement provides a structured way for people within the polyamorous network to engage with external partners who play a significant role in their lives.

The Concept of Marriage Within the Polycule

A unique feature of this model is that if a member of the polyamorous group develops deep feelings or falls in love with a Partnership, they have the option to marry that Partnership. This possibility allows for formal recognition of a significant romantic bond, even as the Partnership continues to fulfill their role within the broader polyamorous network.

Benefits and Considerations

This approach offers several benefits:

1. Enhanced Relationship Dynamics: It provides an opportunity for meaningful romantic or sexual connections outside the primary polyamorous relationships while maintaining the integrity of the network.

2. Flexibility in Commitment: Members can formally commit to their Partnerships through marriage, acknowledging and celebrating their special connection.

3. Clear Boundaries: It allows Partnerships to maintain their role within the polycule while fostering additional intimate relationships.

This model introduces a structured yet flexible way to manage relationships within polyamorous groups, enriching the experience for all involved.

Mainly for like closed polys yk

To be completely transparent, there are two individuals within my partnership network whom I was certain I wanted to marry. However, given my deep capacity for love and connection, it would not surprise me if I ultimately find myself wanting to marry many of my partnerships. My affection for people is profound and encompassing.

I have authored an article that I would like to share with you all. Should any of you wish to disseminate it further to foster a world of improved comprehension.

Hey everyone, just wanted to share that FedEx does conduct drug tests. Despite hearing conflicting information, I am almost certain about this. Drug testing typically occurs in case of accidents or during the hiring process. I showed my paperwork to someone, although it wasn't in the this format, she understood the situation but couldn't make the decision. Wish me luck, everyone!

Introduction page: The narrative commences with an examination of Dr. Amell's background, specifically that of Victor Amell. He was born in 2026, at the advent of the Second American Revolution. His father is a scientist and engineer for the Allied forces. Victor and his mother are essentially residing in a state of near-isolation. In the year 2031, at the age of five, his mother, Zaya, was accused of exposing oneself and prostitution by the New Sovereign Realm. As a result of the prohibition of specific attire for women on the grounds of religious tenets. (It gets considerably worse.) Consequently, she is stoned to death by the public, and her body is desecrated. Victor is forced to watch this horrific scene unfold. Afterwards, Dictator Eric proceeds to ridicule Victor's parents while simultaneously demeaning him. Leading, Victor to respond with aggression, prompting Eric to subdue him with brutal force. Ending with Victor incarcerated in a reeducation prison school. This is the impetus for Victor's ascension to the role of lead scientist for the rebranded NASA, which is now called the Interstellar Space Travel and Military Academy. In approximately 2054, a conflict emerged between humanity and an extraterrestrial race known as the Protodrome. They discerned the immense technological prowess and chaotic nature of our civilization, which instilled a sense of fear and prompted them to destabilize our planet and annihilate nearly half of it. Our species teetered on the brink of extinction. Consequently, we shifted our focus to the urgent and ambitious endeavor of constructing a spacecraft capable of traversing the vast distances to reach the planet Kepler-452B.

The interstellar mission, designated "Operation Sphere Timewarp," will entail three principal phases: action, exploration, and survival. The challenges and difficulties that the mission will confront are unprecedented in their nature and magnitude. In the face of unforeseen conditions and species, it is yet to be seen whether our species will survive and thrive, or perish and have their sacrifices be in vain.

Ideas: How may I go about making some dragons having drastically different bone and muscle structures, allowing for more aerodynamic bodies and quicker, more agile flying. We have unbelievable capabilities if pushed beyond limits. Some dragons will have smaller wings or be designed for running or walking with no wings.

Also I already plan on making kemonomimi and anthropomorphic beings but what else can I include or what possibilities does anyone else know?

A slight look into the future through a mushroom trip

“I reach the door and open it. I am thrown off balance as I fall face first into the house. The next thing I know I am spiraling into an endless camp of time and reality distortion. Then I black out seconds later and wake up flying a strange looking spaceship.

The next thing I know, I hear a loud explosion with a ball of fire that quickly catches up with me. I look back and see some kind of dragon. I twist my controls to the side and shift my jet to the side. I fly between a cliff. The dragon swoops up and follows me through the tiny line of sight.

The path is getting narrower, but the exit is near. I managed to pass safely, but just as I thought I was safe. A variant of the Quetzalcoatli quickly swoops down from underneath me as I exit. It destroys one of my wings. I manage to keep my jet in an upright position as I spiral out of the sky.”

Hey so upcoming I have a meeting at the recruiter center and I was wondering do they actually test or do they care for things like weed? I heard from other place they don't for part time but ykkk kinda worried as I take almost 5-6 grams in edibles per day for medical reasons and so like within that reasoning if they drug test me when they hand it to me should I just tell them "like I'm gonna fail this for weed but I wanted to let you know that I will never bring it into the workplace and my medical team agreed it is beneficial to me and I am getting legal cannabinoids". Or something like, "I need advice, please?

I’m thinking of possibly looking at going to college for many PhDs. Mainly in the following. Business (Business Management, Advertising, Marketing and Accounting), Psychology, communications, forensic science and psychology, developmental biology, healthcare, biology, and more.

I just wanted to say that I think it would be a great idea for more parents to look into remote or online school. We all know that there's a lot of risk in traditional schools these days, and it's so important to keep our kids safe.

Another great option is pathway schools. These are schools where kids learn basic math and other subjects up to 6th or 8th grade. Then, they can choose to diverge into other areas of study like plumbing, psychology, or even business. I'm not totally sure what they're called or if we have them in the US, but I've heard they're really good for kids! They seem to make them feel happier and more content, and they encourage them to learn more and go further.

It is likely that the majority of parents are already aware of this, but it is nevertheless important to reiterate the importance of listening to children. It is crucial to listen to their emotions and thoughts, and to ensure that their identity is not disregarded.

For any police officer or enforcement worker, it is of the utmost importance to ensure that their children are aware of their expected return. As a child, I was never certain of my father's return, and I would often wait up until the late hours to ascertain that he had arrived home safely.

Finally, it is important to allow children to explore and discover their own identities. While it is understandable that parents may wish for their children to adhere to certain religious or cultural traditions, it is crucial to recognize that each individual is unique and may ultimately pursue a different path than their parents' expectations. It is evident that there are instances where a child's religious or sexual identity is challenged by their parents, resulting in significant distress and conflict within the family unit. This dynamic can have a profound impact on the child's self-perception and expectations of social interaction, potentially leading to long-term psychological distress.

( A significant proportion of the difficulties I have experienced in life can be attributed to the manner in which I was treated as a child. Consequently, I am unable to experience genuine happiness. It is imperative that parents refrain from such actions towards their children. Affectionate regard is to be extended to them. Love Them!)

I'm not sure if I'm using the right terminology, but how can I detach without losing any love? I find myself needing people so much that it deeply affects my mental state, which is closer to BPD.

I've made significant progress since last year. I'm pleased to say that I've learned to control my thoughts and actions. I'm still working on it, but I'm getting there. For instance, I have experienced instances where I have felt a rage episode or lost in a trance-like state. I have experienced some intense self-destructive thoughts and behaviors in the past, but I have always been able to recognize them as such and choose not to act on them.

I would like to learn how to be less dependent on others, or at least to be less affected by it, so that it doesn't have a negative impact on my mental health or those close to me.