While the whole world is getting worse, my life is going to get so much better.
In less than a month I'm going back to my home country of France.
I will be able to go see my girlfriend after so long !
I will get my first apartment with my own shower and toilet instead of this 7m2 dorm. I even get to renovate it to get the exact look I want.
It may sound ridiculous, but I'm looking forward to starting an apprenticeship at this company, I was there for two months and actually liked it.
I may be able to get the first surgery I need, and go back to a civilised health care system. And so much more.
I was like dead doing nothing for years, and now I have projects I am passionate about, people I love and care for and so much to look forward to.
I just hope that my gender will not be in the way of that, and that they don't destroy the world before I can start to live.