I've felt horribly depressed yesterday after drinking 4 beers, which didn't seem many few years ago, so I am limiting my alcohol usage. Sadly I can't stop drinking altogether, because I would need to stop socializing with people, as I think people think I am just boring, and my foreign language speaking skills are much worse when sober.
This is not the way life has to be. If this cartoon is you, your therapist is doing a shitty job, full stop. Find another who can actually help you develop emotional regulation and not be hostage to your own emotions.